"I tried to find the rhythm of the world where I used to live. I
followed the current. I was silent, attentive, I made a conscious effort
to smile, nod, stand, and perform the millions of gestures that
constitute life on earth. I studied these gestures until they became
reflexes again. But I was haunted by the idea that I remembered her
wrong, and somehow I was wrong about everything."
- Chris Kelvin, Steven Soderbergh's Solaris



Well, it's April 23, and that means that THE GOSPELS OF THE GASH boxset
will become available from MALIGNANT RECORDS by the end of the day.
I don't think a price has been set yet. Please direct all inquires to
Jason at MALIGNANT RECORDS.
http://www.malignantrecords.com
http://www.myspace.com/malignantrecords

This day holds some personal significance for me, and I will try to look
upon it as a time for moving forward. I don't really have any other choice.
I have been delayed in sending out the copies of [NTT.FINAL PHASE]
during the past couple of weeks for financial reasons, but i plan to get
a bunch of stuff mailed out today.



NTT. THE GOSPELS OF THE GASH - LIMITED BOXED EDITION
After 12 years of producing tormented, vicious rage and doomed,
miserable alienation, NTT presents its final offering to the deities of
self-hate in the form of this monolithic special boxed edition of THE
GOSPELS OF THE GASH.
This box serves as the doorway into a hellish realm of absolute
loneliness, where the fear of physical pain is overshadowed by the
demons of emotional torture.

Also included is the 2CD release YOUR SUFFERING WILL BE LEGENDARY.
Consisting of 18 collaboration tracks and remixes, these two discs boast
a tracklist featuring phenomenal artists both obscure and infamous, who
have joined forces with NTT to construct an epic of undulating drones
and visceral screams.
Once again, NTT blurs the lines between the brutish intensity of power
electronics and introspective dark ambient contemplations.

The list of collaborators includes:
DEUTSCH NEPAL, EIDULON, HERBST9, JARBOE, KRISTOFFER NYSTRÖMS ORKESTER,
THE [LAW-RAH] COLLECTIVE, TROUM and many others.

AUDIO PREVIEW AVAILABLE HERE:
http://annihilvs.blogspot.com/2009/04/flashwidgetz_7673.html

THE GOSPELS OF THE GASH - LIMITED BOXED EDITION

100 COPIES INCLUDING:

NTT. THE GOSPELS OF THE GASH 2XCD
NTT. YOUR SUFFERING WILL BE LEGENDARY 2XCD
2 (TWO) PINS
2 (TWO) STICKERS
2 (TWO) MINI POSTCARDS
1 (ONE) 8x10 MINIPOSTER
1 (ONE) TSHIRT (ALL MENS' SIZES S/M/L/XL, AND GIRLS' S)

ALL HOUSED IN A 9" x 12" METAL TIN WITH ETCHED ARTWORK

Once again, please direct all inquiries to MALIGNANT RECORDS.
http://www.malignantrecords.com
http://www.myspace.com/malignantrecords

- SUPPLEMENT -

Believe it or not, I have just spent the bulk of today packing a pretty
sizeable number of parcels, including all copies of [NTT.FINAL PHASE],
and assorted other outstanding orders that have stacked up from the past
YEAR.

I had hoped to make it to the post office before they closed at 6pm
today, but my day was cut in half when i ran out of packing tape and
bubble mailers and had to take a quick run up to staples.

So, i have put the box of packages in my car, and will bring them to be
shipped at the crack of noon tomorrow.
It is my intention to send these parcels via media rate, because it will
probably empty my bank account to send everything at once. However, i am
determined to get these the fuck off my back as soon as i can, so i'll
take the hit for those of you who have been waiting patiently (and in
some cases, not so patiently) for your items to show up.

I do apologise profusely for the ridiculous delay, but all i can say for
myself is that i have had an exceptionally difficult two years on both
financial and psycho-emotional fronts. Those of you who have stuck with
me since the early days are well-versed in how much trouble i have with
handling individual orders, and how tumultuous my life tends to be.
Getting to the post office is a particularly strenuous task when one can
barely get out of bed every day.

In any case, i'm sure there are still some orders that have fallen
through the cracks, and i know that some orders that were mailed out
last year never reached their destination (what the fuck is it with the
german postal system???), and i have about 9-12 orders still listed as
outstanding from what seems like a million years ago, which i will
attempt to take care of some time soon.

Once again, i find myself crawling out of a fucking mental and emotional
abyss, where i've lain for the past four months, and today was merely
the first very small step upward.
Fuck the ruiners.

I'll post again when i hear from Jason about the boxsets.



Thank you to those who care.