Hey you guys, as you all know, AJ let decided to
let his problem out. I'm not trying to start
anything, but before when I said he had a problem, he did
and his mother said it was alright if I tried to get
him help. I got a few email's and letters for AJ to
read and he read them and he was actually getting
better. But, because the fans thought everything was
cured, they stopped trying to help. Once you're an
alcoholic, you're one forever. And because of AJ's problem,
it had given him a mild case of depression. That is
why he needed help from the beginning, so he could
get through it easier. I'm not blaming anyone for his
problem, because he chose to drink so heavily. I feel so
bad for Denise and his friends, but mostly for AJ
because of what he does for a living, he can't get the
respect he deserves and just get through this on his own.
He has TV crews and papers all in his face. His
family and close friends tried to stop this without the
world knowing, but no one could. All I ask is that
everyone pray for AJ, please. I feel like shit. I feel
like I failed in trying to help someone who means so
much to so many people. One of his good friend's, Josh
told me something today that jsut meade me burst out
in tears... he said: "it's really depressing seeing
someone who's like my brother go into rehab, thinking he
doesn't have a problem and wondering why all his friends
and family are doing this to him and When he started
crying, so did I." But, at least we know AJ can finally
get the help he's needed for a while. Well, that's
basically all I wanted to say. So, please pray for him and
his family, I'm sure he'd love that from the people
he trusts most.<br>Kimmie~*