I cannot hold you:

Last night I dreamed of you,
You spoke to me of our love so true,
You kissed my hand and held me too,
But I cannot hold you.
You died years ago and yet it seems,
Like yesterday you held me to you,
Now it only happens in my dreams,
I cannot hold you.
You told me you would love me till you died,
Now you are dead and I have tried,
To get you out of my head but in vain,
You are still there like a blooc stain.
Now he has come and told me he loves me too,
But I am feeling torn apart inside by both of you,
Someone needs to just leave me be and go,
This way I won't hurt inside so.
I cannot hold you anymore though I want to,
You know how I feel about you and its true,
I would never do anything to hurt you,
I just want someone I can hold onto.