Long-time Cindytalk friend and collaborator,Matt Kinnison,died on wednesday 7th
of
May.Matt who had been part of the Cindytalk family since 1982 (having co-written
"Under
Glass" from the Camouflage Heart album) had been ill with cancer for some
time.He died
peacefully at around 11am after deciding he had endured enough.I saw him a few
hours
earlier and let him know that his spirit would continue to shine through all of
our future
work.And whilst it was very difficult to see him so close to death,he had almost
never
looked more beautiful.It was an absolute privilege to spend that time with
him.He told me
he was 16 when he came to audition for Cindytalk (when David Clancy and I lived
up in
East Finchley in 1982) but we subsequently discovered he'd lied and was only
15.I thought
he was too young to be considered as our bass-player at that time but had a
strong
feeling that here was somebody very very special, somebody that would get better
and
more interesting through time.He proved me right and more.He wasn't always the
easiest
person to work with,he didn't just have foibles he had FOIBLES... but he was
more than
worth any effort made and he showed that time and time again,especially with his
bass-
playing and tape manipulations on "The Wind Is Strong" & "Wappinschaw".We had
been in
rehearsal to play live when he had to stop due to a shoulder problem which was
later
diagnosed as lung cancer.We had also been working together on new material over
the
last two years,notably, "For The Benefit Of All" and "Silver Shoals Of
Light",both of which
were written by myself and Matt.A new Cindytalk album, again written between
Matt and I
("Hold Everything Dear") had just been completed before Matt's condition
worsened,rendering him unable to create any new sounds.Cindytalk label
touchedRAW had
been planning to release Matt's stunning album of yayli tambur pieces "Evenings
Of
Ordinary Sand" but had been held up due to the petty deception of our back
catalogue
being stolen.But we will endeavour to bring that plan to fruition as soon as
possible.Matt
always worked very hard with his music and he did so right up to the end.He will
be sadly
missed by all those he came in contact with.Rest in Peace Matt,seek out those
corners,wherever you are.You will always be with us.We love you.

Gordon Sharp/Cindytalk

Matt,

You asked me for a shaman to help you on your way... this was written some time
ago but maybe i can imagine you near and i'm whispering in your ear...

this journey is fevered
and i'm moving between the lines
in a corner of the sky
where it's dark around the edges
where pity holds sway.
i'm trying to stay dry
for now
hot then cold
i'm slipping in and out of focus
at times i hover
then i'm still
maybe for days.
and then like now
i'm falling
flying
swooping...
like the golden eagle
i can see all things from this vantage point.
i hear you sigh
lost in that distance
of warm bodies
of silver shoals
of light
of flying too..
it's never cold up here
even when it's snows
even when i'm naked.
and you on the edge of adventure
close your eyes
close your eyes
close your eyes
we're falling
flying
swooping...
touching wings
like the inuits kiss
up up up
into the cool blue sky
caressing..
i change my name from icarus
to shaman ghost-echoes
and take my place at the mouth
of every river
dancing with the wind
with the moon
with the love of a million stars
embrace..
and when you reach that edge
and a long long long way down
close your eyes
close your eyes
close your eyes
and feel the ghost echoes...