Shalom ((hugs)) Unfortunate Update (danielle@... no
longer exists)

Shalom All I just let you know that the email address of
danielle@... no longer exists, this was one of the
problems I discovered today.

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In short please email me at zanaloveselfies@... (now primary)
and zanainternational@... (now secondary)
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Today was a hectic day for me, first of all I went for an
appointment for a job application, and on the way to Richards Bay,
spending half and hour behind an abnormal construction vehicle, and
managed to speed up and over take it, I had a blow out on the front
right tire and almost had an accident and ended in hospital,
fortunately my reflexes were fast enouph to dodge the oncoming cars
and construction vehicle which never slowed down and almost went into
me, very well "thanks to computer gaming".
Then i tried to contact my father to swap vehicles and my mum to re-
set appointment time, and I managed to get there. There was a
problem, I had to go on the Internet to get the full subject names
for my subjects on my academic record, and print it out to the human
resources, Going to the Internet went o.k at first, went onmline
printed it out , but printer was in another location, so i did not
know how it would print out. I also wanted to send email, to the
people I promised including my friend Sandra, I could not log into my
justincase.co.za account which had been given to me by Enya last
year, and it was the best present Enya gave me. I had not been online
for an estimate of 2 weeks, as later in the evening when i enquired
and wondered if she was o.k and what the error was, she said she
closed all justincase emails and her site 1 and a half weeks ago, so
I was unaware of the changes... I thaught i was loosing my mind...
and maybe my hands were typing on there own...anyway... Then i
recieved a call from my father asking where I was, which delayed my
time + i recieved a call from overseas that they have been trying to
send me an email, and its just bouncing back at them, and i told them
I am batteling to log in and i will phone Enya about it in the
evening and get it sorted out.

I also peeped at the myspace.com messages as well, since they had
been trying to mail me privately as well ( my user name on
myspace.com is zanainternational) and did not have time to reply
them, including the one who is waiting for there Elf computer graphic
portrait, complaining about bouncing emails...

I gave up and went to the counter after I had been online for 15
minutes and ask to pay for the internet use + printed thing/document,
it was R16 , i was shocked but paid and quickly ran to the car, as i
sat in the car I saw the page was not printed out properly as UNISA
website was built using frames, (which i realise what to add now when
building a website with frames to make it printer freindly, just
needs a small javascript command) I went back loaded the page
seprately out of the frames and printed it, which took less than a
minute, since the UNISA site was still in cache, I was charged R13
for that... i refused to pay that amout and demanded less since i was
less than a minute and should pay for the paper only, we argued where
i could have walked out , but paid him R6 + a lecture on providing
service and how wrong it is for customer robbery. Then when i got
back to the car black young men, who supposed to be car gaurds came
up to me and demanded money,they gathered around me like gangs would
do, i was realy steaming and angry... I told them I had no money and
it all went on the internet cafe to print out my accademic record,
and they must go beg out that shop for money since thats where it all
went, and left.. went back to the human resources of the job
application with the printout, and everything went fine finaly...
As i went out of the building there was a truck parhed there, I did
not know there was anyone in it, and the doors at the back were
closed, as I walked round the back, someone inside slamed the doors
open and one of the doors smashed me on the head, and was bleeding,
ad felt very dizzy with a head ache, I managed to walk to the car and
sit for a while to recover...
Then I drove to the gate of the institution(the place where i applied
for job as IT technitian), and was almost near the gate, that same
truck overtook me, almost crashing into the car...

Finaly i left and headed back to Eshowe... the trafic was unreal and
arrived alive... having arguements etc at home till 7pm when I phoned
Enya to find out about my email account if she was having the same
problems, but she gave me the dissapointing news, she closed site and
its services(www.justincase.co.za)... which means my email account is
gone as well as the waiting emails... maybe they still there but i
cant log in to get them, i dont know... I was very upset about her
closing her site and all because of people not apreciating what she
had done, I know very well that feeling, as it happned to me 100s of
times, and I was also upset that UNISA(My University) and many
websites, dana mailing lists , forums and things I have registered to
this email account. So I decided to go online to to the websites and
that at the Internet cafe (the more affordable one) , but all the
computers are dead.. like real dead.. with a bit of power.. so its
most probably motherboard/CPU and RAM stuffed... and wanted to post
this email as well, and the promised email, I am realy stuck, and
this last few months with very little internet access, the
danielle@... I fully relied on for communication with
Lecturers, and very close elf souled freinds who are just sensitive
as me... are probabably ending up in a frantic tiz like me, as for
example the call i got from overseas.... since Enya said she had a
added a message to the bounce back which i dont know what it said,
probably her feelings, which those sensitive freinds of mine think
its me... fortunately that one more or less knows whats happned, but
the others cannot afford to phone me, and I cannot afford to phone
them all, only if i do phone them its normaly one per month
basis...on callmore time at a short time period. since my parents pay
the bill, and i feel its fair since they dont want me to have
internet.
anyway...
Thats the story, and its 100% true, sounds like a drama movie...so
please resend your recent emails which i have not replied yet to
zanaloveselfies@....
I dont know what i will do with myspace.com, since that would not
reset, my UNISA i would have to ask them to change it telephonically
since it does not reset, and the one dana international mailing list
does not reset as well... Deviantart fortunately resets, as well as
the forums and such.

Please those moderators/admisnistrators of the phorums, mailing lists
etc and such please help and reset my email from
danielle@... to zanaloveselfies@... or
zanainternational@... which works best with your mailing
system, since i do not have enouph money to re-set them all.
preferbly zanaloveselfies one since it gets spammed less as
zanainternational one i had since 1998, and I easily miss improtant
emails stuck inbetween the spam.

And this little message below is to Enya...
Enya , I am very sorry that you had to come to this, and did not
think your actions clearly or even warn people in a month in advance
about the changes, I can understand your feelings, as i get shit from
people alot..
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))))))) (here is
an example --> click on recent photo i submitted to my art gallery at
www.zananeichan.deviantart.com and look at the one comment, this user
sent me worse privately ). I have apreciated the email you gave me,
and accepted it as a gift, and it was the best thing you gave me
under the past misfortunate happenings and bad luck, I had fully
relied upon it for almost all my online activities, I let you know i
apreciated your TS site and the provided email account, I am sorry i
could not visit it often since my internet access was very limited,
and also I wanted to keep distant for some reasons, since of
misunderstandings we were ending up hurting each other, and keep
distant until I had a job and my life improving.
I do hope you recover from these feelings of being upset and hurt
from others soon.

Lotsa love
Danielle
((^_^))
(but what a day, at least i accomplished the mission, but i now have
to wait to hear if i have got the job or not..)