Shalom there

Well people dont say much these days :-/ including me... its possibly because my
hope is run out... dont know what to do with my life etc etc and so on so
forth...out of energy.. and holding to what little hope i have..

She seems to be happy, i dont know, have not asked her, because i canot see
her.. so i dont know :-( but others will know, but do knowand have recieved a
photo from a freind, Dana seemedto be full of smiles, having fun and stuff, so i
guess she is ok, and also her song came 9th in Eurovision sung by Boaz...
anything more, i dont know... i am just much in the dark.. but i let you know
that people dont use yahoogroups much anymore, and rather lurk forums, strange
enouph.. I am lurking on http://danaintern.14.forumer.com. There is also an
official forum... but everyone speaks hebrew , so i dont go much there only to
like to wish her for her birthday, send her regards about events that I know,
and thats about it...
I hope you get well soon over that flue, I had a crappy virus few days
ago...yup, stress can be caused by alot of reasons..Mine is alot of things...
and i have not got a job yet, maybe because not having a job is tressing me
out.. :-/ since i ony moved an inch forward in transitioning, where people i met
years ago, are happy and prouncing around like fairies now..
Hmm lol she is beautifull :-) and i wish i was her girlfreind hehehehe ... wish
for thinking, tachlom tachlom... lol
She does get me through the day most of the times, as well as doing art, i do my
art, and pay her through the earphones or speakers... depending the "atmosphere"
in the house...

Well I wish there were no males on the planet from the start..., ou know "boys
with toys"... but thats my own feelings... and dont feel upset about them, was
not attacking you with them, i am just merely saying it, and F2M people just
leave me with my draw dropped. As i am the total mirror image of them,
amazing,so much biodiversity.. I have met real M2F's before it was amazing...
ike staring into a mirror.. where everything is oposite to myself.

ah myspace sux... to much.. disliked it from the start, first of all because i
could not start a "music" account.. now i am just to fed up... why the hell must
i upload my music... dont know who would like it... my father screwed things up
for me in getting it commercial.. like everything else.. dot know what to do...
i just to art and listen to dana... but i have decded to try and move to
Thailand nad find work there... and the resources for girl pills and the such
are nearby... and would get more support and understanding than the employers of
my own country..so many ladyboys, trans girls etc... i would fit in. But to get
there is another problem...

Anyway, Thanks for writing, and brining this yahoo group up from the dead
Love and hugs
Danielle
((^_^))


> I feel like I talk a lot. I wish people had more to say.
> There is so
> much to talk about. I am thinking about Dana. I wish she
> is happy.
> She makes me happy! I've been feeling a lot of stress
> lately. I've
> been feeling ill. I had a allergy flu. It sucked. I just
> got off
> myspace.com and found it boring. I wish my friends were
> talkative.
> They are so quiet which makes me think what are they
> thinking of?
> People just make me think, I wish I knew what they thought
> of all day.
> I don't know. I feel frusterated at my life. Guess
> what though, Dana
> International gets me through the day. Just thinking about
> her. and
> her music. She is so pretty and mysterious. I wish I was
> her
> boyfriend. I wish I was a boy. She is so wild and calm
> it's, she's
> very pacifying. Dana is hot!
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