Shalom
I am very depressed not only because i got suspended from deviantart,

more details about that here: http://zana.xf-s.com/zana/archive.htm

But there has been snickering and bickering inbtween Dana fans, I do

not know how long or when this had started, I can presumeit must have

started since the middle of 2004, if i can gather and ogically
reason,

why my best freind Sabine, has nothing to do with me now, and why
some

of my freinds are disspearng from contact, and just respond coldly
and

suspiciously with o love and warmth... because they are afraid, they

dont trust me... why?
Because of stories going around the web.. This is not just me its

happening to, other people are having the same problem, there freinds

leaving them, even blocking them from contact..
You know I honestly say, I dont know who to believe or what to
believe

since there are always two sides to a story and not one...
I also aplogise to those that I have been told by others to remove
and

block you from certain places, these were not my decisions, but the

decisions of my freinds, because they felt threaterned by my other

freinds.. and is not a personal attck on you. Imagiane what dana

things we are ... "a bunch of lanatic backbiting backstabbing fans
who

attack each other under her wing".

I will unblock you in time when things improve and we all be a Dana
fan

family again with trust and love flowing... Thats if things improve.

I dont know what started this from the start, but its been going on
for

a long time, I was unaware of it for four years... even when the

stories about me and others were doing the rounds.. without me even

knowing what's happening.. to be frank i adont care, as most of its
all

bullshit, about you, me and everyone...

I feel we need to put a stop to this once and for all, apologise to
the

persons you offended. First of all when something goes wrong you sort

it out between you and the person, it is wrong to leave it and let it

brew out of control and leap from one person to the next...

First of all I believe you are all wonderfull people and I DO LOVE
and

respect you allot, and lovely people, and some news i heard is

poisoning your names... and quite frankly its a web of madness at the

moment where everyone is ending up poisoning each other with lies,

rumours and inverted truths. Yes some of its actualy truth, that has

been misunderstood, misinterpreted and lost its meaning! This happned

to me last night with a freind, who someone was unsure about telling

me, then i was talking to the freind and i misunderstood the freind
in

regards to my art being censored... meanwhile he was saying yes he is

dancing with a dana song on! I am so sorry! and so the rumour has
been

created by accedent because of someone else telling me a story about

someone..

Its gone to a point that its so serious that even the words "killing"

"I will kill you" "hate"....etc etc.. where is the love? If we want

wars to end we need to work on ourselves, learn to love , we are the

precious, most precious things we have is each other... I write this
in

tears , not tears but in cries, as it hurts when i see this
happening ,

and even what I have done recently, such as blocking people from
people

requesting me to do so... I am so sorry i was weak and gave in to

information i dont know if its true or not... it plays with the
mind...

it has caused a chain reaction to go out of control..

I stop as this goes against my self and who I am , and possibly the

reason why i have been dumped here on this planet..(if you read the

strange things in my bio which i cannot completely explain).. I

continue with this,

Please end this now, pack it away, throw it in the past, forget it
for

good without brionging it up... love each other, we all what we
have...

If anyone ever tells me about som