It's amazing since it's been 10 years that Selena dies. I was only 7
years old when she died. I don't remember hearing it on the news,
but I could remember my 7th birthday. God, it happened too early in
the year. I barely remember what I did in early '95. What really
pisses me off is just because she's dead doesn't mean I will forget
about her like some people may do and be interested in other new
artists. I couldn't do that. Special people like her don't deserve
to be forgotten. It's really frustrating and painful that she is
known as the "slain singer" or "the one that died", while other
artists get to live and she don't. I don't give shit if she's dead
and we have J-LO and the others now! They could never replace Selena
or be her! Selena was not like the other singers we see today. I'm
sorry all those new singers that came after her are followers!
Selena is the first Latin pop singer in the music market. She could
have started singing in English since it's her primary language, but
no she decided to take pride in her Mexican roots and started off
there, J-Lo and Selena may have similarities, but trust me there are
differences. I feel that Selena was someone that everyone could
relate to. She was very beautiful, smart, kind, and down-to-earth.
She may have money, but unlike the celebrities that would shop in
major big stores she would shop at the cheapest stores ever. I
really feel that I could relate to her more…the lips, the long
flowing hair, the thick thighs, her love for pizza and burgers, and
she was a Jehovah Witness. I have relatives that are Jehovah
Witnesses. Every time I think about Selena when she was alive, I
wondered what I was doing at the same time and what life was like.
I'm never going to forget her. I would always cherish her and her
music. I do remember seeing Selena on Vh1's Behind the Music and
seeing an archive footage of her in 1995, I remember what she look
like and the way she sings, but not her speaking voice which is bad.
Everytime I watch the Selena movie, I cried at the end. When
watching the movie, I get to see her spirit comes alive, but at the
end it reminds you that she's dead. Very sad. I could never forgive
that bitch for killing Selena. I may say a million times how I miss
Selena, love Selena, I wish she was here. But that's how I really
feel about her. She's so special! Yolanda doesn't deserve to have
any good friends like Selena, but she was lucky to have Selena to
care for her selfish ass! Selena never deserve that shit, and she
doesn't deserve to be treated like shit either! Yolanda took Selena
for granted for her selfish, greedy fat ass! Selena didn't deserve
to die. She didn't deserve to have all her dreams destroyed of
having 5 kids and being on top of the world. And her family didn't
deserve to lose her and go through all that shit! Selena didn't have
much respect as she needs. And that's a damn shame! But she was able
to accomplished some things in her life like having her own clothing
line, having a husband, going on tours, getting the recognition that
she needs. That is something that I'm glad Selena was able to
accomplished, but I wish she could still be here ruling the pop
charts. It's not the same and wasn't able to have that chance. I
hate it when it's always the bad people that get to live, but never
the good. I will always have Selena inside of me and she will always
be in my special little place. She's so different from today's Latin
female singers. I could see why she likes white roses..they
represent her beauty, passion, kindness, innocence, purity, and her
love toward people. She could really sing with that voice and her
uniqueness. Damn! It's breathtaking! I know she would be on top of
this damn cruel world. I love her! I miss her! I want her! We need
her! Wish she was here with us! I love you, Selena! Te quiero,
Selena!